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Arrowhead
00:48
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MTDT
05:05
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Write me off and sell me out
Let 'me know without a doubt
I was just a small part
In the scheme of things
Tell 'em all to have no fear
Cause this could be a better year
And nobody knows
What heaven brings
Somebody call me a doctor
Cause I am feeling sick
Another needle in the mind
Of a hopeless prick
If you could read my eyes
And delve inside
Maybe you would know....
I think I need a reminder
That everything will be okay.
Now you know
The pain of being alone
You left me like she did
But now I need you more
If you say you fit
Inside your skin
How come you've yet to let me in?
I think that there's room
For the both of us
I wish this was your last chance
Cause I don't know about romance
You've always been
My number weakness
Cannot help my own self
How could I save somebody else
With all of my own darkness?
Now you know
The pain of being alone
You left me like she did
But now I need you more
If you say you fit
Inside your skin
How come you've yet to let me in?
I think that there's room
For the both of us
Tear apart this heart of mine
Everything will be just fine
Because by tomorrow night
I'll be dead and out of sight
Bury me with broken bones
And spread my ashes
To broken homes
Fuck them all and fuck you too
It's up to me when we are through
Now you know
This house is not your home
You left me like she did
But now I need you more
If you say you fit
Inside your skin
How come you've yet to let me in?
I think that there's room
For the both of us
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Garden
04:04
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Five fingers fighting away
Clawing through another day
Maybe since the ideas apparently
Seem to dissipate
In my existing state of mind
I'll figure out what makes the drive
Created. Emancipated.
Who are you to let me go
And find me another withered soul?
I could never bring myself to change.
With all dirty thoughts aside
A cornucopia to survive
Get me away from you
The way you want me to
But now
Now you've got me stuck here
You've got me thinking it over
And now our faces are burning
From over-exposure
Ok you've had your chance to talk and now it's my turn.
Respect isn't given it's something that's earned.
So when you're ready for the burden of not being low
Then I'll build a garden for us both to grow.
I know you're done waiting around for me.
(Woah oh oh)
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Bleach Margarita
04:55
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Your face haunts me
I can't sleep
With overwhelming contradictions
Of fear and teeth
In fear of thieves and tricks
We sit upon our ledges
Creating abstract images to date
Was it worth it to die?
Could I be more clear?
Have we reached a point in our lives
Where the flames cease to sear?
Let it breathe.
Dementia's killing me.
Alternate the well of closure
We will drink.
Let's realize
The intent of these wiser men
I find that with no hope
Our lives will wear paper thin
It felt like forever, until it was over.
A suffering through bliss that I for one, compared to a riddalin-fueled obsession of skin and scent.
Find a place to love
Let it consume you
Find a place to live
Turn the page and scrap the bridge
Open up a wounded stitch
And have a new sense of solution
In hopes of lies and kicks
We drill our holes in the water
Burn down the safe house
Let your ego show
Was it worth it to die?
Could I be more clear?
Have we reached a point in our lives
Where the flames cease to sear?
Let it breathe.
Dementia's killing me.
Alternate the well of closure
We will drink.
Coming of age and extinction
From day old hate to northern spurs
Real eyes realize real lies
As liars lie and lovers die
But contempt to cry about the fact that we're alive
Afraid of turning younger
And wanting to grow older
And with your mind awake and
Soul dead
Where else will you go?
Your innocence bled through my bones until I was eventually covered in a cataclysmic state of guilt and treason.
Blasphemy! She cried as I laid into a different blonde headed suitor.
I am a walking contradiction of ludicrous hypocrisy.
But if you never know
Then you'll never learn
And you'll never grow
And you'll never wonder
But if you never know
Then you'll never grow
And you'll never learn
And you'll never wonder
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Stomach Ache
05:18
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Said I wouldn't let go first but I am.
I said I'd always love you but I won't.
I said things will be okay
But you know honestly
I wanna be friends, but I don't have the stomach.
I claimed the same game from long ago
You loved my lies the way I loved your's
But if you just close your mind
Go to sleep just one more time
I will be gone before you wake up
Scratching the tree bark
Itching my hands
Strangling a body caught with this
Feeling in a nutshell
Death within a smile
I'm weak and my insides are losing control
These flashing lights they need to dim
Because my head is feeling grim
Is death all around me?
Would you seem to agree
If we went back to repeating everything?
(Chorus)
I said I wouldn't let go first but I am.
I said I'd always love you but I won't.
I said things will be okay
But you know honestly
I wanna be friends, but I don't have the stomach.
(Chorus)
I wanna be friends, but I don't have the stomach.
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